Hey guys,
I’m back! Did you miss me? I might be a little rusty considering I haven’t posted for over a year. I feel like I owe you all an explanation.
If you haven’t read one of my past blogs called “personally” go read it or this won’t make any sense. So I mentioned in that blog my battle with anorexia. Putting it simply, I broke. I have been in a eating disorder clinic. I got out a few weeks ago and I feel ready to tell you guys now.
I’m better, not completely but well enough that I got out. It felt like I was in there forever. My starting time was 42 days but it got streched again and again because I wasn’t getting better. I wanted to, I just couldn’t. The other girls that were in my ‘ward’ were like ghosts. It made me wonder if I was like that and the thought scared me. It was always like a competion they all silently looked at each other wondering who was thinner, I’ll admit that I did too. But when you’re in the compulsive state we were in you would too.
I have to have check ups every couple of weeks and if I start loosing weight again I could end up back in the clinic. But I’m working on staying out of there. I have to get better.
That’s all I’m ready to say at the moment and I will start blogging properly again. I hope you are doing well and stay safe
Sweet Angel xx
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